Hello!
Back into this space! :) Was just reading through all the older post, I can't believe I wrote those down. HAHA.
Some of the posts were really funny whereas some was, hmm...memorable!

Nevertheless, I can truly say that I've grown so so so much since then.
Wasn't an easy journey but was a worthwhile :)

i can't believe you are the one,

to build me up and tear me down..

like an old abandon house.

i feel that i needed to post this up. haha. just now as i was alone in the still water, and quietness filled the entire place..gazing up at the stars, this sudden thought came to my mind...

what's gna happen in the next 10, 20 years of my life. would i still be able spend some quiet time alone, w the ones i loved or even doing the things i wanted, or will my life just be packed w working stuffs. i thought to myself, what's gna happen when i'm long gone. haha it's just a random thought.

but as i was thinking, someone just came across my mind...hmmm~

there's so much to say, but i do not know whr to start. many thoughts kept running through my head. i'm in my own valley now, trying to climb out of it. in areas like spiritually and others. i'm trying v hard to do what i can to get out of this dark place, but the road gets tougher and tougher. whenever i sees the end of my valley, i just feels that something is pulling me back down again!! (ARGH)

just doesn't feels so good right now, at times i felt like giving up..! but this verse had got me back on my feet whenever i falls.

and with this, i know i'll have a renewed strength everyday!

MATTHEW28:20

and surely I am with you always, to the very end of this age.

spent my 20th birthday in church! no more teenager, adult liao! hais. HAHAAA. anyw! Service w Ps Joakin Lundqvist was v v v powerful man! hahaa. tears actually rolled down while worshipping, guess God is moving in me!(: what rly hit my mind is that, Ps said when we have problems/challenges along our walk in life w God, the best thing is to secure ourself in "WE"(hoGc)! yup. it's all abt how much we can do as an individual and how much we can do as a family! HAhA!

aft svc, went down to kopitiam, da bao my beloved cai fan up to church and eat! hahaa. i was loved with a v delicious chocolate cake and a biggest birthday card i ever had in my entire life aft dinner. awesome desserts haha. just hanged out w the ceg...playing w kenneth a.k.a LKS and company. hahah just had lotsa lotsa fun! yup!

Dear Father, i thanked you for what You have done in my life even though i've sinned umpteen times against You...but Lord, from this moment onwards, im leaving the old me behind and living the new me by the mercy of Your grace. bcos i know You will always be my Father, Provider and Deliverer! So Father, i just leave every burdens and ugliness onto You and commit my new life into Your hands! In Jesus name i pray, Amen!

today's my 20th birthday! haha guess i'm gna spend it in church!(: bcos i felt there's a need to. coming bck to my first love! heez. guess i'm turning in now! everything will be brand new when i wake up later! just wait and see! old me is gone, and a btr me is coming! sin-LESS and oso giving my best years of my life to God!

here's the pics taken during Eunice's 16th birthday @ RP! HAHAHA.